Chapter 1: The Motivation Decline

As 2021 began to close, I noticed a significant decline in my motivation. Despite having numerous aspirations that I had been eager to pursue for quite some time, I found myself unable to take action.

In 2020, a year many viewed as challenging, I had made considerable progress in learning Spanish, which sparked my desire to continue language learning. Thus, I set my sights on Italian for 2021, planning to create flashcards and dive into this new language. However, as we transitioned into 2022, I realized I had yet to make any strides in this endeavor.

I genuinely intended to challenge myself, wanting to see if I could learn a language solely through flashcards and apps, but here I am, feeling a sense of disappointment and frustration. It feels as though 2021 was a year that drained my spirit, rather than uplifting it.

After the unexpectedly fulfilling year of 2020, I had high expectations for 2021. Yet, as new COVID-19 restrictions and lockdowns emerged, I found it increasingly difficult to envision a brighter future. One by one, aspects of my life began to regress. My university reverted to online classes after a successful few months of in-person education. My job at the restaurant reintroduced safety protocols, adding stress for both employees and customers. Additionally, my social life came to a standstill as entertainment venues shut down yet again.

Some might view my feelings as overly dramatic, and while I understand the necessity of these measures for public safety, the emotional toll is undeniable.

For me, the most affected area has been my writing. I had started the previous year on a high note, feeling motivated to produce quality articles consistently. Unfortunately, that motivation dwindled. As I sat at home, I struggled to find the drive to even write a brief piece.

I keep a note on my phone filled with article ideas that come to me when inspiration strikes. Yet, despite regularly adding to it, I found myself unable to choose a single topic to write about. My frustration grew as I watched my monthly earnings from Medium decline steadily, reminding me of lost opportunities.

Not long ago, I discovered a platform that could provide a secondary source of income, something I felt I couldn't afford to overlook at my age. This opportunity could potentially change my life trajectory. If I could earn enough, I envisioned traveling the world, uncovering hidden talents, and evolving as an individual, all while opening new doors for my future career.

But as I witnessed my earnings dwindle, I realized I was allowing these chances to slip through my fingers. How could I remain stagnant when my motivation could literally alter the course of my life?

Fast forward to today, and I am writing this piece. For the first time in ages, I feel a sense of pride. Admittedly, this article may not be my finest work, but that isn't my primary concern. The important aspect is that I've managed to write my first article in months, which is an accomplishment in itself.

Perhaps, just maybe, this signals a resurgence in my motivation.

While I still harbor concerns—like which publication might accept an article that feels more like a personal struggle than a polished piece—I am hopeful for the possibilities ahead.

So, what does the future hold? I plan to continue writing, even if I can only manage a few pieces at first. I will gradually rebuild my momentum.

It's time to transform 2022 into a vastly improved year compared to 2021, and I invite you to join me on this journey.

Section 1.1: The Impact of 2021

As I reflect on the past year, I recognize how external factors significantly affected my motivation and productivity.

Chapter 2: Reviving My Creative Spirit

To fuel my motivation, I am drawing inspiration from various sources, including motivational speeches that uplift and energize.

This first video titled "You WILL Feel Different After Watching This! 2021 Motivation With Ed Mylett" encapsulates the essence of rekindling one's drive and ambition.

Next, I will share a compilation of motivational speeches designed to inspire and energize anyone feeling lost on their journey.

The second video, "THIS IS YOUR TIME | Best Motivational Speeches Of 2021 | Motivational Video Compilation," offers powerful insights and encouragement to reclaim your motivation.